I am glad you came and posted here. I just read your bio
and I think you express yourself very well. I am sorry that
the girls you like are not responding to you. I have also felt the way you do. I am chubby. Who wants a chubby girlfriend ? Ha Ha! I guess what I am trying to say is that society should like people for their character,not looks ,fame or money.

I hope things get better for you, and NO GOD DOES NOT
HATE YOU.. HE LOVES YOU, unconditionally...
Keep the faith!! :