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Originally Posted by Trace14
Wow, so sorry to hear you had to go through that scare. I'm glad she is okay now, or at least safe. Hope they can get those meds right soon.
Yes that note can be a double edged sword. I still wish I had gotten one. I guess having his ashes is the only part of him I have anymore. Not sure I will ever release those.
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It's been very tough, actually it's been a living nightmare. She does seem to be safe at this point in time. I have control of her meds right now. One thing I discussed with her PDoc earlier this week was whether I was holding her back by doing this. He told me as long as she's not pushing to take control of them, it was best that I keep control of them. I'm terrified of the day that she says she wants to control them.
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~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
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~ Anne Rice
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