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Old Mar 30, 2017, 01:59 AM
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Originally Posted by Trace14 View Post
It's that trust thing. You will never be able to trust her again, maybe with some counseling that can change. How do you stop wondering when the other shoe is going to fall though? Sounds like a good question for you to get answered. Did you say she was 18?
Yes, she's 18. First hospitalization she was 17, second was not long after her 18th birthday.

I honestly, at this point, don't think I will ever live another day where I'm not worried about her safety. It's exhausting. I've been doing this for a year now and every day is a struggle. I just need to keep going.
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