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Originally Posted by qwerty68
Anyone else ever think things are as bad as they can be but the next day things are worse? And for no reason?
It is the no reason part that gets to me. It is the very worst of the worst, at least for me. I have no reason for any of this and I have always prided myself on maintaining mental toughness, but somewhere along the way, I lost that. I obsess over whether or not it is my seizure disorder driving anything but I never get answers. It is maddening!
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That does sound very frustrating. I can only sympathize with the seizure disorder. Everything else, and the questions, I empathise greatly. I don't know what's happened to make my psyche so much worse and it's driving me up the wall trying to rationalize it all. My breaks from reality have become longer and more intense each time and it's finally crippling my ability to care for myself. I wish I had advice to offer, here. I don't and I'm sorry. Just know you're not alone
