I try to be but I haven't of late. Well the last 6 months tbh. I have been telling them everything has been great and I'm doing great when in fact I'm suffering and feeling sad and hurting myself. I only see my Psychiatrist once every 6 months so when I see him in July I'm sure I'll need to tell him about everything. I just told my Psychologist this week everything she was so understanding. I feel like I'm a let down a disappointment of sorts