Thank you. I will give these a view.

I'm grateful that somebody shows me some compassion here. I can't help but to think that I upset seesaw or something because I feel like she is deliberately ignoring me.

I don't mean to be hurtful or dishonest to people I really don't, but nobody has taught me any better and I've had to be this way to survive. After all, not all of us are fortunate enough to be born into a well off family who actually taught us how to live as an adult. For many of us, being a bit dishonest is essential or so I thought.

Again, thank you.