Dear R,

Thank you for clearing the air over whether it is OK for me to cry during our sessions. I guess I should have been clued in when I swore last week and you didn't flinch. The way that we sit makes 'being tactile' difficult, so that's why I didn't ask for that. It's not that I didn't want that kind of comfort, but the feasibility of it was limited. Of course, we have a lot of work to do in two weeks' time, if we are going for miraculous healing. (My term.) I accept that there will probably always be something, but I need to get control back over my brain...and you are most definitely helping me to do that. I'm going to get to that point, and I'm going to shy away. I need you to keep me there, keep me talking. 'Stay with it, stay with it.'

See you on the 20th. Have a lovely Easter - I'm sorry I laughed when you said that, I just thought it was odd, given what we talk about, and Easter being a trigger for me.