Thanks.
I just managed to recover a bit by drawing. I haven't drawn in a long time.
Before that, I had feelings of burden and couldn't do anything I enjoy.
During my drawing, I had feelings that something is going to outburst in my family, such as a harsh argument, divorce, because she's the main bridge and connector of the family. Were it not for her we wouldn't be eating together on weekends and even going to the restaurant today. My father is such a sitting stone (he's been a stay-at-home for about 8 years)!
I have a feeling my mom keeps so many burden feelings bottled up, too. She loves keeping things optimistic and happy...
I fear the outburst that could come, but something in it seems necessary...
Can someone help me out? It's a bit dreading.
Though... the drawing has significantly helped.