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Old Mar 30, 2017, 08:33 PM
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Member Since: May 2013
Location: tonawanda,ny
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I too got a form today to be reviewed I filled it out honestly ...I will admit I am worried I will be denied after being in ssd since 2003 when I was hospitalized for anxiety n depression again ...yet that time I had a severe attack and passed out in front of nurses station and awoke in another hospitals emergency room where they said I fell straight back hit my head so hard which caused a seizure ...I was always able to work tho after that Drs said I had to go on disability ...I was approved first time within 6 months and since been in recovery for bipolar...I relapsed in 2013 and overdosed again and I wrote it all on forms last page....I am worried and last time I've been this scared was wen I was 10/11 years old when an older alcoholic brother abused me and would try to kill me. I would hide a lot which is what I feel like doing now. I just hope they approve it again after the review or I will have no place to live will not be able to get meds and even food. I have been doing so good since 2013 ...I know I need to try not to let it get to me. I'm having racing thoughts and well I think I said a lot here. I needed to get this out I also wrote several close PC friends PC has been a blessing since I joined and I'm thankful for all your support. The best I can say for You n me also is we need to try and not let it get to us that no matter what the outcome there is always Hope ( I'm writing that telling myself also. Thanks for letting me get all this out.
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