Has anyone else had the experience that your body was too big/grown/too mature for you?

I know I'm in a "place" right now, but it would feel good to know that someone else has felt/seen this.

I've worked through some things in the past few weeks. I truly feel little and much younger, inside. I look down at my body and it doesn't look like it is mine. It's too old.

It's mine, I know that, but it doesn't fit with where I'm at. I don't have the words to make this make sense.

Anybody?

Time is off and I don't know..........

I think I read too much of my book that made it too real to me, too much at one time.

Maybe?

Rambling........