Again thank you Entity06...

You message as always is spot on, and as to her mind, I truly think that she is immature and does not know what true love is cause she only knows the sad excuse of her husbands cold and unfeeling behaviour.

I think she loved the attention, and knows how to always get me back, but I must say she underestimates the power of love , and when you realise you had someone who loved you so much and beyond, and you threw it away it will be a sad day, cause by then she will only be a sweet memory but no more feelings from my side.

In closing, I choose to remember only the good in her, and despite her cold and selfish and lets admit it...cower behaviour ... I still love her and will for awhile, and even if she hurts me, I will never let her tarnish the memories I have with her son and her.

Thank you, I am so blessed to have found this wonderful website and esp. you and the rest of the kind members advice and re-assurance.

I will definitely let you know ...not if, but when I have met my dream girl :-)

Wonderful day to you and this heart of mine will stay kind and overflowing with love, cause someone out there is wondering what's taking me so long to get into her life