For the majority of my life I would agree. It does appear to be the case that people will screw you over at any opportunity. Logically though, I have to admit that when I was on the only drug that worked for me (Venlafaxine) I loved everyone, even strangers. Couldn't stop hugging and kissing them.
It just seems an alien concept right now. I have so much hatred I am wary of leaving the home.
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Mother died when I was 4, father took all his anger out on me, brother died when I was 8, felt angry and paranoid throughout childhood, father died when I was 17. Crap, eh ?
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