I used to belong to a SI support forum called RYL, and there I met lots of wonderful people, however a select few started treating me poorly. However this person was always supportive. She came here looking for another member of ryl and also found me her name here was livingangel. She left a post for me on the old site saying she knew where I was and that she'd be checking on me. I never realized in the way she meant that. Today I recived an email, from her husband informing me of all of this and that she has committed suicide. I am in shock, I don't want to belive it... how is it that my life has been affected by suicide twice in the same year? I just wished I could have done SOMETHING in both cases!