I'm still here.

I don't want to be, but I am. I'm not convinced it's good to be honest with how I'm feeling, it's a scary part of my brain.

I can't get these thoughts out of my head.

Please.... somebody, anyone, make this stop... I don't understand what I did wrong.. please take it away from me, I can't stand the pain.

Why has it all come back.. Why do I have to relive all of the memories over and over again.. tearing my mind to pieces in the process.. I'm turning into a shell of what I was..

I hate who I am and what I've become. I deserve the pain. I am not, and was never good enough.