I've realised what I need from you on Wednesday. Ever since I stopped seeing x I knew we each held memories of our relationship. A relationship that was a huge influence on my life. We shared that even though I never saw him again. Now he is gone I am the only witness to that relationship. I'm the only one who knows what that was like.
I want you to bear witness to my relationship with him, so I don't have to carry it all by myself. I want you to acknowledge that he existed and that he and I existed together.