I am in bits.

CPN phoned me today, said she'd had a meeting with psychiatrist and her supervisor and they all agreed that my husband needs to be made aware of the risk I potentially pose to myself (even though I'm not under section or cto). She said they'd taken advice from their own legal people and felt that safeguarding took precedence over my wishes and right to confidentiality.

I feel like I have no choice but to discharge myself from CMHT on Monday with immediate effect, because if they insist on pursuing this route, how can I possibly trust them after this. They talk about building a trusting relationship with me, but they are not showing me any respect or trust.

I am thinking of contacting a MH advocacy service, but Monday is the deadline for me to call CPN back so I don't have much time to decide.

I can't believe they have put me in this position, I was already dealing with depression and anxiety, the stress has just magnified it tenfold.