You did nothing to cause these memories to be memories in the first place. Nothing. Not a damn thing.

You know I understand what you're talking about with memories taking over and destroying everything in their path. It's a beast like none before it. And you've talked to about fighting for control to manage these memories. Like you also said, you can't make these things go away, but maybe -- in my own words -- we can make these recollections our ****** instead. Maybe no one understands fully, the event(s) you were put through. I do understand the symptoms and the ****ing hell from post-trauma. Anytime you need this crap off your chest, I'm here.