I get little pangs of panic...kind of like all of the sudden feeling my heart race when something makes me nervous. It comes and go. I took Klonopin on top of my other meds, but I don't want to take too much of it, or I will get too sleepy when at work. One more day until I'm off until Tuesday.
I'm trying to look "normal" and presentable. It's like I have two options: 1. look over-medicated/very tired at work, but no feelings of panic or 2. do not take any of the PRN meds, appear more alert as a result, but suck it up and deal with the feelings of panic until I am back home and can take more Klonopin (if I can pull this off). I'm wondering if I can find a balance between option 1 and 2 when working, where I don't look zonked out.
Well, at least it's just one more day.
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