Scrolling through Facebook gives me suicidal thoughts, really. I've always had issues with it, but lately I can't stand it. I know it's a fake representation of the lives of people, but I'm surprised by the strong reaction I have to posts and shares and stuff...

Now it's like a loud confirmation that "look, everyone is living their lives, doing something, being useful, engaging in stuff, while you do what? Nothing"
Also, the oversharing of beautiful stuff people create just reminds me that I am unable to create anything lately and regardless what I try I will give it up anyway because I can't stick to anything. I feel the disappointment I am to myself by not achieving what others have...

Almost every share I see posted by people is like a punch in the stomach for me. I should want to do at least something...

It feels like the "real world" that is reflected through Fb is something I cannot live in, it's not for me, it's too much, it's overwhelming, I feel like an alien...