Crusader, I'm so sorry you went through that. As an abuse survivor, and particularly a male abuse survivor, I know I run a high risk of abusing others. It's one of the reasons I take recovery very seriously. The last thing I want is to continue the cycle. I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm so sorry your mother was unable to get her illness under control enough to care for you the way you deserved to be cared for. My heart goes out to you.
Be safe.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/
Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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