Hi everyone, newbie here and need some help.........

I have no support in my life, maybe 1 friend, parents do their own thing, talk to them maybe once every 2 weeks, they are busy.

I have mild depression but I know I can make my life good and make something out of my life eventhough I have the depression but I have no motivation. I only work 8 days a month, I am poor, tons of debt, lots of expenses but I don't do hardly anything about it. I just complain. There is no one in my life to care about me, so maybe that is why I don't. I guess having a support system would be good and some friends. The majority of people I have had in my life have used me, lied, stole, so I don't have people now, got rid of them.

How do you get motivated when you support, all I have pretty much is myself and my animals, unfortunately, they don't care if I am poor or don't go to work or anything. Don't get me wrong, I love them, however they aren't much of a support group or loving caring friends that I can talk to.

Thanks for reading and any help or suggestions are greatly appreciated. <font color="pink"> </font> <font color="pink"> </font>