Well, went to my pdoc yesterday, and she's starting me on this new bipolar med called Vaylar or Vraylar? something like that.. I start it Monday. DOes anyone else have any experiences with it or heard about it? I heard it helps with energy and focus so I'm hoping that will help me. I got a terrible terrible cold and I feel like death. I've been doing very bad with my mental and physical health in the last 2 months and I found out yesterday, from labs, that I have diabetes type 2. I'm only 26! It explains the weight gain in my belly though.. and my shaking from not eating, but I'm not eating right. This is a last call I need to seriously change my diet and it's so hard and even thinking about exercising with how I feel right now gives me a headache. Things are just so difficult right now I just need some light to shine through in my life in some area.. Give me some hope that it's worth living through.