I am sorry you are feeling this way after moving back home Mr.S.

It is usually hard for any adult to return to their parents home, I have seen this before. The old parent-child dynamic can appear, and for an adult used to running their own life this can be very stressful.

I would normally encourage you to talk to your parents about how you are feeling, to gently let them know that you are not a child now but an adult who until recently ran his own life and coped independently. But from your previous posts I am not sure this would be helpful for you, your parents do seen to have very 'fixed' ideas.

Please don't dismiss the idea of marriage/partnership, now may be not a good time to bring someone into your life but how about you make your well-being a priority right now so you will be ready for that move in future?

I really hope you can make your own well-being a priority at this stressful time. You are going through a big period of change and that will take some adjustment. Take it gently and give yourself time and space to consider and plan.