Thanks I really appreciate it! I just don't know what to do! It's like I need help, I know I need help, I even know kind of what I have. But it's just one of those things that I need help, and I need someone to guide me, and help me through this, at least in the beginning. I'm crying out for help basically, and I'm not getting any. I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I'm not going to hurt myself but I feel the most depressed you can feel without wanting to hurt myself. And it's causing me to do absolutely nothing with my life and just basically smoke my life away. I know if I get help, all this will change!