Wow! That's a lot to to take in. You were very close... I'm certainly glad you didn't succeed, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. While I understand your husbands worry, maybe loosening up a little probably wouldn't hurt. I think the cameras are a bit much though. Anyway I hope the first time was the last time. You have many people on Psych Central and at home who care about you. Good luck!