Thanks guys for your responses. My plan is to now hyperfocus on getting a job and saving up some money as well as go to college at the community college that I mentioned in my above post for web development. I can't really get into a university yet because I'm behind in a lot of my general education so I have to start somewhere. Plus web development is perfect for me because it will benefit a lot of the internet and video game related stuff that I want to do while giving myself a way to earn a decent income as a freelancer or for a company should I still need the money later down the road.

Once I have some financial stability in my life, I will then focus on either getting a therapist or finding some alternate ways to help myself. Until then, I will simply bury myself in work, study, and gaming.