Yeah, thanks, I am better. I just thought it was funny I wrote that and then later... Makes you think you body knows something before your brain.
BUt speaking of that your body does remember things especially at a young age when you can't mentally comprehend what is happening or have mentally blocked out the abuse. A lot of times some people who have had an abusive past, will become triggered when they get a massage or are touched in a certain way. So your body remembers things, so that makes sense in what you are saying about your ears. I am so sorry you are going through this. I am glad your husband is being more sensitive about it. Take care of youself okay?