I can make good pancakes. The rest of my life is chaos. I have noticed the simple things are the hard ones for me and I somehow have to accept that. It takes some guts to say to yourself that this is NOT EASY. This is a hard task. It will take focus and energy, might not go well and will leave me tired. I'm not by any means stupid. I can do things other people find hard. I have no idea why it is hard for them.

It's just life. Never accept someone saying something is easy if you don't find it so. I don't go round telling people what I find easy and claim it is easy for everyone. I have no desire to put people down. Others should do me the same favor, but they don't, and I just need to ignore that and realize what is real, instead of seeing myself through their eyes. Hard but there aren't many other options.