Hey t. I may have to admit to you that i have realized that I do love this relationship, even tho i often call it convoluted and stuff. I really do. I have found such healing within this "us" and I needed to get to this. Thank you for patiently waiting me out through all my fits/temper tantrums, whatever you wanna call them. And, thanks also for those times you've momentarily lost patience and let your frustration show - like i told you the other day that makes me feel like you trusted me with more of yourself than the perfect t persona. You've been "real" and the world didn't end. Maybe i can be real, too.