Dear Dr. S, look I made it all day without emailing you. Are you proud of me or are you missing me? It's been almost 2 wks now with daily emails (sometimes more). Today was an ok day. I missed you and yeah I could have emailed you. It would have been out of habit, boredom, and loneliness. I didn't need you, I didn't need encouragement or support. Ok, I did read the old emails from you. I am proud of me for not emailing you. Love, me