I struggle with the idea of being well because inwardly something seems broken. Outwardly I can fake it. I keep thinking that Kashi just doesn't know me well enough yet. Also, he got a tiny bit defensive because he had struggled with depression in the past and he has accomplished a lot. I struggle because I don't feel like my coworkers struggle with the same issues Maybe they do and hide it well also? I trust Kashi and his process so I'm open to thinking about myself differently