Dear V, last time you asked me at the end of the session if I felt authentic this time, because you know I have this issue. And I said yes, and I really meant it, just to leave and realise later that I was not agreeing with some things you were saying that day, but in the moment couldn't connect to that part of mine that disagrees, that sees things differently. It's like I was a different person there. And this is happening all the time. I hope you will notice this...
I'm so tired of being so anxious all the time when I'm there. But I think lately I'm like that when I'm with anyone.