There's hope for being able to work, even with the disorder. My medication regimen is pretty stable, aside from a few bad Wellbutrin weeks I experienced recently. Even with the disorder I'm able to hold down a professional engineering job. Thankfully I was able to finish college well, even in the midst of some nasty unmedicated episodes. The degree has served me well, and the disorder has always haunted me. I've was on short term disability twice, but I always fight to get back on my feet and back to work. It's possible.

I say do your best in school, and fight to stay on your feet while practicing your profession. You're an intelligent, thoughtful young person, and you might be able to make a better living than being in disability for your entire life. I know some people need the safety net of disability, and it's a good resource for those who require it.