I really don't want to go today, i'm to go over to a friends moms house and go with the family for the cremation of my friend. I am really scared that i won't be able to handle it, and it will really hurt or scar the littles. I can't back out, because the mother is counting on me. Really, don't know if get feed back before I go, just needed to post some kind of writing somewhere. The girl that is being cremated to day came here and into the chat rooms, her name was Renee.