Had a bad day and an awful evening. Tried to go swimming but left my house keys at my parents. Needed the exercise so I paced the ward for ages. I was so agitated and sui that I was given 10mg of Valium, then 50mg of Thorazine, then 2mg of Clonazepam. Still climbing the rafters and a danger to myself the on-call doctor was contacted and I have been given 2.5mg of Ativan and 10mg of Zyprexa. Think I am calming down a bit now but still racy. Hope I sleep tonight as I hardly slept last night. Just want this day to be over. Hate taking meds but I guess the alternative at this point is much worse.