Just got up a little while ago. Mood is crap.
I feel like shiit but I can't miss work this week- I have impt stuff due and next week is spring break. But all I want to do is sleep, though lately even sleep isn't giving me much peace. Ugh.

I know this won't last forever but it sure as hell feels like it right now. I think i am gonna go to the deli to grab some lunch, and then somehow start cleaning. I don't even know how or where to begin.

As the mess has just gotten worse! It's embarrassing that I can't function well enough right now to keep up with anything. And I honestly don't think I can handle my parents visiting. I don't want to ruin Easter. Or have them see all of this and then be worrying 1000s of miles away. I just feel like such a broken pathetic mess. I don't know why i am still here sometimes.

Take care all.