I have been depressed and have felt nothing. Having anhedonia robbed me of the joy I have when I am around my kids who I do not see often. I also find social situations a chore. It is particularly bad in winter. So this year I started on Ritalin and I feel much more balanced and energetic.

If you are up to it, I would get your pdoc to review your medications. Sounds like you deserve to feel better than you do.