This thing has me feeling crazy and alone. I go on forums sometimes but i really just want someone who understands to talk to because I've been losing my mind lately and i can't tell if I'm depressed or if an alter is and I dont know why I keep on disassociating lately and I feel like everything I believe in is a ****ing lie and I feel mad confused then I snap back into it. I know I have this it isn't a new thing, It's just usually i feel like I'm myself and then I occasionally disccacociate, now it's like I only experience snippets of myself and the majority of the time I'm someone else. I don't know what's going on. If you want someone to talk to I'm very open and even though this is currently what I'm going through in terms to DID i've been thru a lot of other things involving it and can relate to a lot more than what I'm currently struggling with so if you are in a different place than me I dont think that matters in terms of helping each other I think since we both have DID we will be able to understand.
I'm sick of being alone in all this. It's mad confusing and even though therapy can help in ways of working through it I feel like I need to talk to someone with it to help understand it. Thank you I hope to hear from someone. Much love <3