Thanks. What an interesting viewpoint. I haven´t thought of it that way even if I´ve realized for long that I reach for quite high standards when it comes to friendship. I have a hard time just "hanging around" and the hard thing of accepting differences, flaws and a less strong connection is that such a situation makes me feel even more lonely.

I can´t just hang out with random people, I don´t get anything from it and at the same time finding people when I´m more close to feels often impossible.