Today was scary,I was worrying a lot and concerned about benefit cuts,and the last bout of abuse from my mother left me numb and disconnected from source,from God and Jesus's love,this will not do.I won't engage with my mother again,I need to heal and be my own person, grow into my own energy and be free from emotional abuse.I am going to reconnect with God and his love for me,he has shown me who my mother really is and that she does not care for me,I ask him for guidance on this matter and he has not let me down!Praise be to God!