Yes. I think you are right. It takes extra energy to be patient and kind. And energy is not something I have for this type of thing right now. I don't even have the energy to recognize that it takes extra energy. I keep looking at his pm. He says, "what are we going to do with you?" I think that's the part that sets me off most. Treating me like a child, I think. Is that how you would read that when coupled with "I think you can pull yourself up"?