Hi,
I'm fairly new to this board but saw your post and wanted to respond.
You don't have to answer this but I am wondering if you are in a domestic violence situation or being held against your will by someone? If so, please know there are resources out there to help! There are battered women's shelters that will take in women and children IMMEDIATELY. You can look up your local number or call 911 or 0 for an operator and explain your situation. You can also leave a message here and I for one will try to offer you some suggestions that may be more appropriate to your situation -- whatever it may be.
Please take care. I am concerned and hope you are safe!