Dear T,
i know you allow calls in case of emergency, but i'll never call you.
Because i have a fear of calls and because i don't want to bother you. And because i don't know what to say...
Last time i was in a waiting room, and your patient called to reception, so you called him back. I wish i were as brave as he is...

I don't know what to tell you on Wednesday. I just want to quit. I want to disappear.