Oh I don't feel guilty for the relationship with their father going to hell.
I just feel guilty.
Guilty for not having enough, not doing enough,though I can't see how much more I could have.done more.
Guilty for being honest,guilty for not being honest.
Guilty that I didn't leave sooner. Guilty that it didn't work.
Guilty that we weren't grown up enough not to make a mess of everything.
Guilty for brining them into this fkt up world.

Just guilty.