I'm trying to find the good in anything. But i'm so cut off. At work people are talking to me, and I can't seem to know how to respond. If I didn't think people would start talking, I'd just not say anything. I'm trying to live up to everyone elses expectations because I have none myself.

I'm getting the terrors still, only they don't scare me, because the thought of being killed isn't so bad anymore.