I had another bad night. I woke up screaming so loudly I woke up the entire house. As usual, the bed was soaked with sweat and pee. It took over an hour to recover from it and by then I was exhausted. Anna was great she just cleaned everything up while I showered and Amy helped me to shower I was shaking so badly. I will for sure mention this to my counselor. I think it's time to get on a sedative again. Something to bring me down faster.

Amanda