I've been wishing for too long

That the final cry from this bear would be the cry that falls into silence, and I fly away - how long do I have to wait

The maternal unit... oh it doesn't matter. I "should" be over it. I "should" be over all of it. I "should" be over.

I'm sorry about this post. I don't want to poison anyone here with my crap. I "should" have been gone from this planet long long ago

A social get together...




That big birthday party, nobody spoke to me.... if I could turn off these thoughts I would



Only one way of turning the thoughts off..... too freakin obvious to even say it