I know people care. I know people want to help. I know people have good ideas and good thoughts and good ways.

I still feel like I'm on the dark side of the moon. Uncontrollable, untraceable.

We're all battling fear.. It just feels like I'm loosing, and I'm alone in doing it.

It feels like any moment the ground will open up and i'll be falling forever with no way back up.

How do I stop thinking like this..