i just thought of something else, an edit to my earlier response... and along with what everyone is saying...

depression is like a wave machine... life comes in waves... instead of turning that wave machine off.. i would rather get on toop of it, take the controls... swing the tide and get those waves working in my favor...

still feel the energy rushes.. but istead of a negative energy cycle which drains and exhausts everything, a positive energy cycle would feed and color my life... still waving, but wit more desire-able results...