It's not a usual or primary symptom of mine but it does come in the way of extreme irritability sometimes....except this week. I have been building up day by day---that kind of rage that feels explosive inside you like your organs are going to start melting. It's all I can do to keep myself snapping at my co-workers for their perceived slowness or dumb mistakes (only perceived that way from me) or lashing out at my mother for acting goofy with me
(the nerve of her!)
I'm self aware enough to realize I can and have taken it to far. I'm not on meds except klonopin so you know I've been downing those suckers. I'm working the night shift which I'm sure is making it a hella lot worse
I guess all we can do is remain self aware, walk away and use any tools we have to calm down.